Monday 3 March 2014

DEMOLITION

He Destroys!!

So much of life is a buildup of one’s Identity; as a father, as a child, as a boss, as an employee, athlete, achiever, soldier, administrator, owner, giver, negotiator, arbitrator, professional, preacher, spouse, lover and millions of other buttons that define one’s identity.

Lifetimes are spent in collecting, displaying and believing hordes of documents and learning degrees and riches and wealth and property and information that support the buildup of this great I-dentity; all trying to give definition to a soap bubble in the air, whose only identity actually is oneness with It All.

The Bubble wears garbs of religion, riches, wisdom, intellect, strength and skill. Could that possibly be why someone coined the word ‘garbage’?

The built-up apparition is visible mostly to the Bubble itself. It usually fills the Bubble with a degree of arrogance; the arrogance of the achiever, of the wealthy, of the knowledgeable, of the strong, of the powerful, of the pious, of the charitable, of the preachers and practitioners of love and giving and care, of the self-estimation of superiority in any such sphere and the resultant contempt for other bubbles.

Ah, the constant need to be doing and making and collecting and achieving! The derision towards one who would stand idle and wonder!

Indeed, wondrous are the ways of God! The breeze of arrogance carries the Bubble farther and farther away from mother earth, terra firma, reality, life and death, God himself.

Then?

A little prick, a gentle swish, one of the countless small obstacles that the most grandiose plans always overlook - health, timing, age, secrets, mood, nature, anything - and the Bubble bursts. Whither the trappings of wealth, power, piety, and strength? Where the wisdom, skill or achievements? One ‘wrong’ circumstance, and the I-I-dentity stands naked before the world, open to ridicule and contempt.

The end?

No! The Builder demolishes, only to build anew! The Bubble loses identity, and is faced with a chance to build afresh; with arrogance or without, with deception or without, with contempt or without, with the One or without. Witnesses to the Demolition also face the same choices; to sympathize or to hold in contempt, to forgive or to condemn, to look back in despair or to look forward with hope.

Fear not, little bubble! This time round, we will leave the external trappings alone. We shall fill ourselves from the inside with love and god and thanks and wonder and caring and tolerance and forgiveness and remembrance and serenity and delight. The Surgeon wielded the knife with great love and care, only the malignant tissue was removed; in time, what remains will be restored to good health and the fading scars will remind one not of the cancer that was inside but of the Master who operated.

When the bubble bursts this time, it may exude a fragrance that enchants.

Demolition; it brings us face to face with the illusion of reality. Must we die to see the truth? Can we not die before Death finally takes us away, and greet each new day as a rebirth, a second chance, a wondrous gift? Can we get so used to this death in life that we welcome it as surrender and dissolution? One.

Mitti.


“Zeina Glo brings you the radiant glow of inner peace, good health and attendant beauty.
Zeina Glo helps you strip off layers of inhibitions, hesitation, and cynicism, allowing your thoughts and emotions to flow freely.
Zeina Glo helps to douse the flames of insecurity and guilt, to open the windows of mind and body to the cool fresh breeze of love.
Zeina Glo encourages you to spread inner peace good health, radiance, exuberance, warmth, joy and the glow from your inner being.
Zeina Glo brings the beauty of your own thoughts back to you!!”


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3 comments:

  1. dear blogger,
    I am so grateful that you shared such a beautiful thought with us. I am requesting you to please help me out with this problem i face. you said that love, tolerance, and forgiveness are the keys to give you that inner glow, the inner beauty, but in practical how is all this possible, how to really make this happen. How to not let things bother you, when a catastrophe has occurred. how to learn to forgive when you utterly betrayed by your loved once. or how do you make peace when your loved once want completely the opposite you do, how to make peace with it? saying it sounds very easy to do, but practically its entirely different. how to make yourself t peace.
    please elaborate if you have any suggestions.
    thank you

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  2. I'm travelling, so please bear with me for a few days. I'll reply next week. Meanwhile, glow on!!

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  3. Dear Anand,

    Happiness does not necessarily mean the absence of pain and suffering. Rather, it may imply more the ability or blessing to be able to cope with pain and suffering, and recognize them as an integral part of the whole picture of perfection.

    I will not put on an act that you are not known to me. Take yourself back to your days of running, boxing and playing football. The pain you felt then and the effort you put into it seemed sweet then because it was for the thrill and beauty of the sport. Would you let anyone come and sock you in the face or make you run for miles now, without the element of fun, sport and achievement involved?

    So what's wrong with playing the game of life as a sport to be enjoyed, in all its myriad colours? Why not be one with the game, as in your soccer matches? And do you hold a grudge against anyone who ever beat you on the scoreboard?

    What else is forgiveness other than taking a loss or hurt in your stride and carrying on without nursing ill-will?

    Now, remember singing that lovely hymn in the chapel, "Nearer my God to Thee"? I reproduce some of the verses here. Think of the suffering, pain, betrayal and despair on the cross, and then think of the upliftment in accepting it as a way to get nearer to Him whose will is supreme.


    'Nearer, my God, to Thee, nearer to Thee!
    E'en though it be a cross that raiseth me;
    Still all my song shall be nearer, my God, to Thee,
    Chorus: Nearer, my God, to Thee, nearer to Thee!

    Though like the wanderer, the sun gone down,
    Darkness be over me, my rest a stone;
    Yet in my dreams I'd be nearer, my God, to Thee,
    Chorus

    There let the way appear steps unto heav'n;
    All that Thou sendest me in mercy giv'n;
    Angels to beckon me nearer, my God, to Thee,
    Chorus

    Then with my waking thoughts bright with Thy praise,
    Out of my stony griefs Bethel I'll raise;
    So by my woes to be nearer, my God, to Thee."

    Also read the post 'Waking Thoughts'.

    Spread the glow!

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