Once every year, my little girl has a birthday. And I have to
tell her stories, forever.
Let me spin you a tale, my dear.
(Jannat Singh's first pen and ink sketch, still my favourite. God bless the artist the young boy took the theme from.)
ROMANCING THE WINDS
The desert sun was hot, the sand on the wind made travellers
screw up their eyes in permanent wrinkles. Arms and faces were tanned to a deep
leather, and robe-covered bodies to sensuous hues of lives lived with the
elements.
The caravans could range from
a few laden animals to hundreds of camels carrying merchandise, tentage,
food and supplies, and horses flitting to and fro like convoy dispatch riders
and scouts.
There was music and dancing in the desert nights, and ballads of
bravery and romance. Conspiracies too were born and hatched, as were violence and
looting.
Merchants, plying their trade across continents - working in air
conditioned by the breath of the gods, their tools the strength of their
sinews, their acumen the daring in their hearts. Their merchandise; silks,
spices, rugs, paper, artefacts, daggers, swords, jewels; and customs, tales,
songs, lilting tunes, throbbing beats and other unnamed treasures.
Birds sang, cattle lowed, squirrels darted up and down the shady
trees. Children screamed in play, men ploughed fields and there was a hum of
enterprise in the villages. Maidens ventured abroad to fill water from wells or
rivers and carry it back for home and hearth.
Water; the most precious resource, the soothing elixir, the
blessed nectar – they had wells full of it and rivers swollen with it. Drawing
it from the source and carrying it home was a daily chore. And the young people
were not beyond soaking themselves now and then; confident that they would be
dry by the time they got back to the watchful eyes of the elder women. But the
older ones could discern anyway; they had done the same thing in their turn, and some spirits retained the memories of the refreshing coolness, while others
were embittered at the passing away of those days.
Sometimes, the travellers would venture near the villages to
sell their wares or replenish supplies, or have harness repaired, or simply to go
out. At other times, the villagers would approach their camps to soak in the
mystery and the magic.
Sometimes, one would stop by at a well to ask for a drink of
water, and many a time he would leave with a thirst that burned more fiercely
than any other he had known. Sometimes, a poor maiden would forget where she
was and her world would suddenly swirl in a dance of rainbow colours and bells
would ring that only she could hear.
One would find excuse to drink water every day, the other to be
there. Only their dearest friends would perceive the bolt that had struck.
* * * * * * * * * *
When love transcends the ordinary, its telling becomes the domain
of saints and fakirs.
Every land in the world has its Laila-Majnu, Shireen-Farhad,
Mirza-Sahiba, Sassi-Punnu, Sohni-Mahiwal.
Some lands have ballads like ‘Heer’, told by fakirs like Waris
Shah.
These legends engulf entire cultures and tell much more than tales
of young romance. They reflect and influence the ethos of a people. Songs are
born, singers vie with each other to worship the words with soulful renditions,
and the spirits of entire lands dissolve in wonder with each retelling. Lyrics
surpass the realm of poetry and dialogues approach divinity. And the relationship
with the beloved is transposed into the relationship with the divine.
The lovers ask questions that devotees cannot, and provide
answers that worshipers seek.
The slave-girl asks the prince,
“Kahaan Salim ka rutba kahaan Anarkali, ye aisi shokh-e-tamanna
hai jo kabhi na phali;
Huzoor ek na ek din ye baat ayegi, ke takht-o-taaz bhala hai ke
ik kaneez bhali.”
The enamoured prince replies,
“Main takht-o-taaz ko thukra ke tujhko le loonga,
Ke takht-o-taaz se teri gali ki khaak bhali!”
( Anarkali:
“Where the status and
pomp of Salim, and where Anarkali,
This is such an
unreasonable desire that will never bear fruit!
Sire, one day the question
will surely arise,
Whether crown and throne
are better
Or a slave-girl is better”
Salim:
“I will forego crown and
throne,
Better than crown and
throne is the mud of your alley.”)
Every time I hear this lovely song from the movie 'Hamraaz', it takes me to the mirror of my relationship with the One True Lord. Do I worship my God only to fulfil my wants? Am I only a beggar
at His door? Or can I actually forego all that I think I own or desire, and
adopt the muddy path that leads to His house? Do I wish to retain my own
identity and master a slave girl, or am I willing to lose myself in the Absolute without judging and moulding it to my liking?
Waris Shah's Heer tells her young companions hoe she has lost her identity and become one with her beloved Ranjha,
“Ranjha-Ranjha kardi ni main aappe Ranjha hoi,
Hun kudiyo mainu Ranjha aakho, Heer na aakho koi.”
(“Constantly chanting Ranjha-Ranjha, I have myself become Ranjha,
Now girls, call me Ranjha,
no one say Heer any more.”)
That is it, that is simply it. The essence. The path. The way.
When He pervades everything, my entire being and soul and consciousness, I
cease to exist. I sit in my airconditioned office, but the scent of His travels fills my senses, and I sing in the crystal air of the cold desert
night, and I am not, and He is not, only One Is.
Allah Allah, Ram Ram, Vaheguru Vaheguru…
…as Radha and Krishan are one; their life, their soul, their
existence, their being, is one…
...I am not. He Is. One.
